everything ended just with one simple click...... life is just that amusing isn't it?  where did hope go when you needed it where did fate and destiny disappear to when you were depending on it....... yes it was just this close.  and now .........

i told you from the beginning i was no good

but now it shows

i usually make my entries long but

this ones gonna be short

its quality not quantity

an iris - is not like a lily or a rose, you cant put it in the sun, or spray it with shine.  it only stands out on a gloomy day.

now is when i start fighting my toughest battles

had you at the palm of my grasp

gently you pull away,  lil bumps on the side

will you jump or will you walk around

mute to speak too quick to leave

i saw you jump to breathe

falling just falling

arms at reach

sorry i...................................

i aint got nothing to hide

dont need the nationality or taiwanese pride

or an asian wife

i just want you know who

my baby boo cute lips wid my tatoo by her hip

no tricks no other chicks i could meet you for five

maybe even get married when you turn twenty five

or even a tiffany ring if you stayed with me till the end of the ride

so lemme tell you that its not always allright ... please baby no more cries

let me be the one to dry them pretty eyes

trust is hard to gain but once you gain it its so easy to break

its easy to start a relationship harder to maintain one

its easy to say that life is hard its easy to say but hard to prove

its easy to explain but harder to show action

i finally learned something today well not learned but remembered how it was like when you had it perfect.  but then again i never did. its harder to believe when you misjudge and its unforgettable when you laugh and cry. some shit is just so funny that it brings tears to the eyes.

can some of ya people out there gimme a suggestion

if a stranger asks you at the bus stop to take you to school would you let em?

if i was your man and otha ladiez was taking pics of me would you let em? and then tell them its a pretty good picture, save it?

would you want a big kiss or a small kiss a real kiss or a fake kiss a passionate kiss or a dry lip kiss?

i aint jealous, but i dont want to hear bullshit like that, dont come and ask for something if you aint willing to give up something, because in this world aint nothing free.... what you work fo is what you deserve and what you lose is what you already lost

dont play me for a fool because its the fools that walk out with the last laugh.... dont look a fool in the eye coz you know better then to be fooled twice...

who the fuck cares right, basically imma just keep walking coz in life kharma comes around........ if you live bad years you gonna live good years

i dont know what i want to say tonight

for most part of it its been drastic i have learned the meaning of fear and despise

its powerful together probably even too much for human beings

i learned how the more you want something the futher it seems to float away

no guaranteed grasp just another blast from the past